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So...I'm technically on spring break?
I say technically because I'm mostly having a minor meltdown while trying to do my legal writing assignment, catch up on all my classes, and, um, find a summer job.
They keep asking me what I want to be when I grow up. I DON'T KNOW OK. CAN I GO TAKE A NAP INSTEAD?
Also, I might, maybe, have an in with the OTW, maybe? Should I try that? Is that too much fandom/IRL crossover? Probably. I'm also in a class that keeps talking about pseudonymity online and I keep wanting to be like LIVEJOURNAL DID IT FIRST AND DID IT BETTER but instead we just keep talking about twitter.
New life plan: Write erotica on Amazon.com. I feel like my years in fandom have given me a good grasp on what sex writing should sound like. And if I write something with enough dub-con, it will get made into a movie and I'll pay back my student loans. I think that's a decent plan considering the sun is going to rise pretty soon.
In conclusion: Not dead. Although this might have taken some years off my life. I FEEL YOU WESTLEY.
I say technically because I'm mostly having a minor meltdown while trying to do my legal writing assignment, catch up on all my classes, and, um, find a summer job.
They keep asking me what I want to be when I grow up. I DON'T KNOW OK. CAN I GO TAKE A NAP INSTEAD?
Also, I might, maybe, have an in with the OTW, maybe? Should I try that? Is that too much fandom/IRL crossover? Probably. I'm also in a class that keeps talking about pseudonymity online and I keep wanting to be like LIVEJOURNAL DID IT FIRST AND DID IT BETTER but instead we just keep talking about twitter.
New life plan: Write erotica on Amazon.com. I feel like my years in fandom have given me a good grasp on what sex writing should sound like. And if I write something with enough dub-con, it will get made into a movie and I'll pay back my student loans. I think that's a decent plan considering the sun is going to rise pretty soon.
In conclusion: Not dead. Although this might have taken some years off my life. I FEEL YOU WESTLEY.
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I'm 57, and I *still* don't know what I want to do when I grow up, if that's any comfort. I hope you get some sleep at some point and that all the things that are dog-piling you line up so you can deal with them one at a time.
::hugs::
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Apparently in the quest for a life plan, I will sell out to Amazon. Good to know about myself?
I just think I freak out about how to deal without a plan. Everyone keeps telling me that my generation is going to change careers a bunch of times and all I want is to work for one company long enough for a pension and a watch.
Gaaaaah.